Monday, December 9, 2013

Goodbye First Love

I liked you for more than a decade now.

I liked you for 13 years already.

I'm not even sure whether I should categorize you as my puppy love or my first love. What I'm sure is you've been a topic of a girl's confession on her diary long before status or blog was even a trend.

I know you never asked for me to like you nor I don't even think I deserve for you to notice me.

I just thought that you made my heart flutter and kept me happy even for a while.

Maybe you'll really never notice me.

Yes, I'm heartbroken. I'll just keep myself busy.

I just hope time comes, maybe in a matter of four years you'll be able to notice me.

For now, I'll mend my heart, keep my thoughts away from you.

Maybe that time was enough. I liked you long enough.

Goodnight my first love.

Goodnight.