Black Hole

The planet used to be so alive, so bright
Never knowing what lies ahead
Never knowing that the light in its core is about to die

He knows about the black hole
He knows its force and how it eats up the brightness of a planet

The planet's brightness starts to fade
Maximizing all the brightness remaining
Until he is consumed, until the core has no more brightness left

The planet starts to die
He can no longer fight the gravitational pull
The black hole starts to consume him
The whirlpool was so strong, indefensible


The planet became vulnerable
He gave in to the pressure of the black hole
His remaining shield starts to be broken
Until he is crumbled, disintegrated
The planet is dead
He can no longer be found
Nowhere to be found

The system can still go on without the planet
The stars remain to twinkle
The sun continues to emit heat and shine bright
The lonely planet is no longer a planet

SPOOKY RETREAT

So since today is Halloween or it could be All Saints/Ghouls Day today and every channel on tv/telly is featuring spooky/paranormal experiences of people, I decided to share my own account of spooky experience which happened some X years ago.

I have only shared this story to a few people but decided not to tell the authorities about it in fear of getting reprimanded or putting a bad name to the facility that we stayed. I have a picture of it but I decided not to post it anymore.

Around a decade ago, we went into a retreat house. So me and my roommates occupied one or if not the biggest room on that floor. Initially, the entire room was filled until some roommates moved and transferred into a more "posh" room. So basically, the room went half empty. Me and my roommates who stayed occupied the double deck beds. We slept late , I think around 11pm or 12 am. We shared stories, shared some snacks but of course we refrained from talking about "ghost" stories so that we wouldn't attract unnecessary energies.

If there is one peculiar thing that I've noticed in that room and in the other room where some of our colleagues/friends occupied was that, each window has a rosary on it. It was weird but I just shrugged it off.

I occupied the top bed in one of the double deck beds. During that night, I was awaken by our bed being shaken. I did not open my eyes but I am aware that my roommates were sleeping. I think, it lasted for 30-45 seconds. I opened my eyes with my face facing the mattress. I was aware that our lights were off. I did not want to open my eyes on the fear that I might see something that would scare me. None of my roommates nor the person sleeping under me and beside me seem to be aware of what's happening.

I was one of the earliest person who woke up just a few hours after that. I learned from the other room about some doppelganger imitating some people from the other room. To some extent, the rosaries on both rooms finally made sense.

The Pursuit of Happiness Is An Everyday Battle

So.. I'm writing this while listening to classical music, multitasking on reading a case assigned to me for a class later, writing a digest,comprehending the case, writing this blog post, reading Facebook and YM. I had this thought of writing my innermost and well kababawan thoughts while I was on my way to school earlier.

Like most of you, I am also an avid follower of this loveteam you see in the afternoon. One time, while I was watching this noontime variety show, my Dad asked me why I was watching them? I answered, "sila na lang nakakapagpasaya sa kin eh." (They make me happy just by watching them). Of course, I also have that kilig for the both of them, But then just like Lea Salonga's twitter question, what's next? I ask that question myself, what's next?

 Forgive my cluttered thoughts. Lately, I have been inhabiting this dark core of myself. Lately, I have been feeling like my desire to continue with my dream is slowly slipping away just like how I am slightly losing that last grip of thread I am holding while I'm hanging on a cliff.

Some X number of years ago, my ex-boyfriend asked me, "ano bang makapagpapasaya sayo?" (what will make you happy?). Ever since that day and until now, I still dont have the answer. I tried to find comfort in building friendship but I guess its included in my list of things I'm not good with. Am I insecure? I 'd like to think I'm not but living in a shark tank full of hyper aggressive personalities (got this quote from a documentary made by Erie County Bar Association called: The Tragedy of Melancholy which deals with depression in the legal profession), its hard to expose this dark and sad part of one's self because that will be a sign of weakness. In a highly competitive world like I live in, its not a good thing.

Honestly, until now, I do not know what makes me happy.
I dont know.. i am currently in the bottom of the food chain and it sucks.
I guess I just wanted to have an outlet where I can put my thoughts and share a slice of what I have been feeling. I'm at the brink where I guess, just a few more spark and my heart will be exploding.
Anyways, I know no one would be reading this post. Dont waste your time. Its just the crazy and weird me as always. Yes, I know how you think of me. I've long embraced my difference, my eccentricities, and how my brain works counter-clockwise when everyone works clockwise.

Back in undergraduate and early years in school, teachers would constantly be asking us, how do we see ourselves? If we were to compare ourselves to a thing, what kind of thing would we be? I would always answer: THE MASK- the one you see in cinemas or theatres. I always wear this smile on me, making everyone show that its ok while hiding my innermost thoughts. I have to, I have to be strong and not put my guard down, show my emotions. I'm not really sure where my thoughts are going now. I just have this feeling earlier like just wanting to go back home, not go to school and be in my safe haven.

Lucky are those who have found and was already found by that word called happiness. I could be in a crowded room and still feel alone. Do stupid stuff and I'll look crazy and still think and do stupid things. Repeat the cycle.

Ok, I gotta get back to work.

Goodbye First Love

I liked you for more than a decade now.

I liked you for 13 years already.

I'm not even sure whether I should categorize you as my puppy love or my first love. What I'm sure is you've been a topic of a girl's confession on her diary long before status or blog was even a trend.

I know you never asked for me to like you nor I don't even think I deserve for you to notice me.

I just thought that you made my heart flutter and kept me happy even for a while.

Maybe you'll really never notice me.

Yes, I'm heartbroken. I'll just keep myself busy.

I just hope time comes, maybe in a matter of four years you'll be able to notice me.

For now, I'll mend my heart, keep my thoughts away from you.

Maybe that time was enough. I liked you long enough.

Goodnight my first love.

Goodnight.

Movie Weekend: The Beauty of Eccentricities

ec·cen·tric·i·ty

ˌek-(ˌ)sen-ˈtri-sə-tē\

: the quality of being strange or unusual in behavior

: an act or habit that is strange or unusual

definition from Merriam Webster Dictionary

Ever since the semestral break began, I've been catching up to a lot of shows and films that I've missed for the past few months. Recently, I was able to catch two films both revolving on a similar theme: eccentricties.

The first film is Notes of a Scandal starring Judi Dench and Cate Blanchett. Its a story about the obsession grown by a lonely History professor played by Judi Dench ( whose constant companion was her cat and her diary) over the new professor (played by Blanchett) especially when the former discovered the latter's affair with a student.

Dench's creepiness will absolutely get into any viewer's nerves as her character perceives the friendship she has with Blanchett's character as love. What would you have done if you had a friend like hers? 

This movie somehow reminded me of the movie The Roommate starring Leighton Meester however I find this movie to be more brilliant and I presume that this movie was also the same inspiration to The Roommate. 





 The next movie I saw was Vampires (2011) directed by Shunji Iwai. No this is not a Twilight-like not The Vampire Diaries kind of movies. Its an interesting take on the definition of the word "Vampire" or a person who drains out a person's blood. 

This movie stars Kevin Zegers or more popularly known as Damien from Gossip Girl with appearances from Kristin Kreuk (Smallville, Beauty and the Beast) and Michelle Williams (Never Let You Go, The Great Gatsby).

Although the movie starts off very slow eventually the characters and the story are slowly established. Although there was a part of the movie that had interesting camera angles which I presume to be a mistake which was only known during post- production, maybe the director just proceeded with it.

Its an interesting story. As a viewer, its encouraging to see how Scott Williams (Zegler's character) establish some redemption however just when his character develops some goodness, its saddening to have all his secrets to be discovered by his obsessive girlfriend. Lesson of the story: Don't ever date a sociopath if you don't want your secrets to be unveiled.

Side by Cide (link)


Seeing these movies successively, it made me think of the beauty of each other's eccentricities. Although a lot of them are viewed as "abnormal", I'm a believer that each one of us has their own weirdness to accept or in Filipino we say, "Kanya-kanyang trip lang yan. Walang basagan ng trip." I just find them beautiful and just learning to embrace them. 

Criminal Law 2 Digests: TREASON

LAUREL V. MISA

FACTS:

A petition for habeas corpus was filed by Anastacio Laurel. He claims that a Filipino citizen who adhered to the enemy giving the latter aid and comfort during the Japanese occupation cannot be prosecuted for the crime of treason for the reasons that the sovereignty of the legitimate government in the Philippines and consequently the correlative allegiance of Filipino citizen thereto were then suspended; and that there was a change of sovereignty over these Islands upon the proclamation of the Philippine Republic.

ISSUE: WHETHER THE ABSOLUTE ALLEGIANCE OF A FILIPINO CITIZEN TO THE GOVERNMENT BECOMES SUSPENDED DURING OCCUPATION

HELD:

No. The absolute and permanent allegiance of the inhabitants of a territory occupied by the enemy of their legitimate government or sovereign is not abrogated or severed by the enemy occupation because the sovereignty of the government or sovereign de jure is not transferred thereby to the occupier. It remains vested in the legitimate government.

What may be suspended is the exercise of the rights of sovereignty with the control and government of the territory occupied by the enemy passes temporarily to the occupant. The political laws which prescribe the reciprocal rights, duties and obligation of government and citizens, are suspended in abeyance during military occupation.

DISSENT:

During the long period of Japanese occupation, all the political laws of the Philippines were suspended. This is full harmony with the generally accepted principles of the international law adopted by our Constitution [ Art. II, Sec. 3 ] as part of law of the nation.

The inhabitants of the occupied territory should necessarily be bound to the sole authority of the invading power whose interest and requirements are naturally in conflict with those of displaced government, if it is legitimate for the military occupant to demand and enforce from the inhabit ants such obedience as may be necessary for the security of his forces, for the maintenance of the law and order, and for the proper administration of the country.

PEOPLE V. PEREZ

FACTS:

-Susano Perez alias Kid Perez was convicted of treason and was sentenced to death by electrocution.

-TC found the accused, together with the other Filipinos, recruited, apprehended and commandeered numerous girls and women against their will for the purpose of using them, to satisfy the sexual desire of the Japanese officers.

-The Solicitor General submitted an opposite view stating that the deeds committed by the accused do not constitute treason. It further discussed that if furnishing women for immoral purposes to the enemies was treason  because women’s company kept up their morale, so fraternizing them, entertaining them at parties, selling them food and drinks, and kindred acts, would be treason . Any act of hospitality produces the same result.

ISSUE: Whether the acts of the accused constituted the crime of treason.

HELD: NO. The law of treason does not prescribe all kinds of social, business and political intercourse between the belligerent occupants of the invaded country and its inhabitants. What aid and comfort constitute treason must depend upon their nature degree and purpose.

As a general rule, to be treasonous, the extent of the aid and comfort given to the enemies must be to render assistance to them as enemies and not merely as individuals and in addition, be directly in furtherance of the enemies’ hostile designs.

His “commandeering” of women to satisfy the lust of Japanese officers or men or to enliven the entertainment helped to make life more pleasant for the enemies and boost their spirit.

Sexual and social relations with the Japanese did not directly and materially tend to improve their war efforts or to weaken the power of US. Whatever favorable effect the defendant’s collaboration with the Japanese might have in their prosecution of the war was trivial, imperceptible, and unintentional. Intent of disloyalty is a vital ingredient in the crime of treason, which, in the absence of admission, may be gathered from the nature and circumstance of each particular case.

But the accused may be punished for the rape as principal by direct participation. Without his coordination in the manner above stated, these rapes could not have been committed.

PEOPLE V. PRIETO

FACTS:

-The appellant was prosecuted for treason.

-Two witnesses gave evidence but their statements do not coincide in any single detail. The first witness testified that the accused with other Filipino undercovers and Japanese soldiers caught an American aviator and had the witness carry the American to town on a sled pulled by a carabao. That on the way, the accused walked behind the sled and asked the prisoner if the sled was faster than the airplane; that the American was taken to the Kempetai headquarters, after which he did not know what happened to the flier.

-The next witness, testified that he saw the accused following an American and the accused were Japanese and other Filipinos.

-The lower court believes that the accused is “guilty beyond reasonable doubt of the crime of treason complexed by murder and physical injuries”, with “the aggravating circumstances mentioned above”. Apparently, the court has regarded the murders and physical injuries charged in the information, not only as crimes distinct from treason but also as modifying circumstances. The Solicitor General agrees with the decision except as to the technical designation of the crime. In his opinion, the offense committed by the appellant is a “complex crime of treason with homicide”.

-Accused being a member of the Japanese Military Police and acting as undercover man for the Japanese forces with the purpose of giving and with the intent to give aid and comfort feloniously and treasonably lad, guide and accompany a patrol of Japanese soldiers and Filipino undercovers for the purpose of apprehending guerillas and locating their hideouts.

ISSUES;

1.       Whether the “two-witness” rule was sufficiently complied.

2.       Whether the TC erred in ruling that the murders and physical injuries were crimes distinct from treason.

HELD:

1.       NO, it was not sufficiently complied. The witnesses evidently referred to two different occasions. The two witnesses failed to corroborate each other not only on the whole overt act but on any part of it.

2.       The execution of some of the guerilla suspects mentioned and the infliction of physical injuries on others are not offenses separate from treason. There must concur both adherence to the enemy and giving him aid and comfort. One without the other does not make treason.

In the nature of things, the giving aid and comfort can only be accomplished by some kind of action. Its very nature partakes of a deed or physical activity as opposed to a mental operation. This deed or physical activity may be, and often is, in itself a criminal offense under another penal statute or provision. Even so, when the deed is charged as an element of treason it becomes identified with the latter crime and cannot be the subject of a separate punishment.

However, the brutality with the killing or physical injuries were carried out may be taken as an aggravating circumstances. Thus, the use of torture and other atrocities on the victims instead of the usual and less painful method of execution will be taken into account to increase the penalty.

PEOPLE V. MANAYAO

FACTS:

-Appellant Pedro Manayao was among those who were charged with the aggravating circumstances of  1.) the aid of armed men and 2.) the employment or presence of a band in the commission of the crime, he was sentenced to death.

-The guerrillas raided the Japanese in Angat, Bulacan. In reprised, Japanese soldiers and a number of Filipinos affiliated with the Makapili, among them the instant appellant, conceived the diabolical idea of killing the residents. Appellant killed six women.

-Appellant’s counsel contends that appellant was a member of the Armed Forces of Japan, was subject to military law, and not subject to the jurisdiction of the People’s Court. Appellant had lost his Philippine citizenship and was therefore not amenable to the Philippine law of treason.

-He further contends certain provisions of CA 63 states that:

A Filipino citizen may lose his citizenship in any of the following ways and/or events.

-By subscribing to an oath of allegiance to support the constitution or laws of a foreign country upon attaining twenty-one years of age or more.

-By accepting commission in the military, naval or air service of a foreign country.

-By having been declared, by competent authority, a deserter of the Philippine Army, Navy, or Air Corps in time of war, unless subsequently a plenary pardon or amnesty has been granted.

ISSUE: Whether the accused is guilty of treason

HELD: Yes, the appellant was found guilty of the crime of treason.

The Makapili, although organized to render military aid to the Japanese Army in the Philippines during the late war, was not a part of said army. It was an organization of Filipino traitors.

There is no evidence that appellant has subscribed to an oath of allegiance to support the constitution or laes of Japan.

The members of the Makapili could have sworn to help Japan in the war without necessarily swearing to support her constitution and the laws.

Neither was there any showing too that they have lost their citizenship in connection with the provisions stated in CA 63. No person even when he has renounced or incurred the loss of his nationality, shall take up arms against his native country; he shall be held guilty of felony and treason, of he does not strictly observe this duty.

As to appellant’s contention that he only acted in obedience to an order issued by a superior and is therefore exempt from criminal, liability, because he allegedly acted in the fulfillment of a duty incidental to his service for Japan as a member of the Makapili. Paragraphs 5 and 6 of Art. 11 of RPC states that compliance with duties to or orders from a foreign sovereign is considered an illegal order.

The contention that as a member of the Makapili appellant had to obey his Japanese masters under pain of severe penalty, and that therefore his acts should be considered as committed under the impulse of an irresistible force or uncontrollable fear of an equal or greater injury. Appellant joined the Makapili with the full knowledge of its avowed purpose of rendering military aid to Japan. He knew the consequences to be expected- if the alleged irresistible force or uncontrollable fear subsequently arose, he brought them about himself freely and voluntarily.

PEOPLE V. ADRIANO

FACTS:

-Apolonio Adriano owing allegiance to the US and the Commonwealth of the Philippines, in violation of aid allegiance, did then and there willfully, criminally and treasonably adhere to the Military Forces of Japan In the Philippines, against which the Philippines and the United States were then at war, giving the said enemy aid and comfort.

-The accused is alleged to be a member of the Makapili and alleged to be a member of the Makapili and alleged to have been bore arms and joined and assisted the Japanese Military Forces and the Makapili Army in armed conflicts and engagements against the US armed forces and the Guerillas.

-TC found that the accused participated with Japanese soldiers in certain raids and in confiscation of personal property. The court below, however, said these acts had not been established by the testimony of two witnesses, and so regarded then merely as evidence of adherence to the enemy. There is only one item on which the witnesses agree: it is that the defendant was a Makapili and was seen by them in Makapili uniform carrying arms.

ISSUE: Whether being a mere member of Makapili shows overt acts of committing treason.

HELD: Yes. The mere fact of having joined a Makapili is evidence of both adherence to the enemy and giving him aid and comfort unless forced upon one against his will.

Being  a Makapili is in itself constitutive of an overt act. It is not necessary that the defendant actually went to battle or committed nefarious acts against his country or countrymen. The crime of treason was committed if he placed himself at the enemy’s call to fight side by side with him when the opportune time came even though an opportunity never presented itself. Such membership by its very nature gave the enemy aid and comfort. The enemy derived psychological comfort in the knowledge that he had on his side nationals or the country with which his was at war.

SC set aside the judgment of the SC.

DISSENT:

Being a member of the Makapili during the Japanese occupation of those areas of the Philippines referred to in the information, was one single, continuous, and indivisible overt act of the present accused whereby he gave aid and comfort to the Japanese invaders.

The fact that he was seen on a certain day by one of the state witnesses being a member of the Makapili, and was seen by another state witness but on a different day being a member of the same organization, does not mean that his membership on the first day was different or independent from his membership on the other day.  

Breaking Down: Super Junior M's 2nd Album

Super Junior M just released their new album "Break Down" and listening to their album was a big relief especially to fans who seems to have been fed lately by lackluster songs from SUPER JUNIOR.

1. BREAK DOWNThe title track BREAK DOWN is a house-electro song filled with synth and some dubstep music. Its addictive melody and  should I say, awesome choreography would make any fan wish that this could have been included in a Super Junior Korean album. Props to SM and its Swedish composers/producers in developing SM's house of music.


Listening to other tracks of the album such as those composed by member Henry Lau (Go and It's You), Oneway's A-oh! are also cohesive to the feel of the title track.

 

The other songs in the album includes the ballad, Goodbye My Love and the RnB song, Tunnel. Both songs are filled with sweet melodies which features the members vocal abilities without straining or overpowering the notes which eventually gives off a relaxing feeling to the listener.

Stand UP is another track from the album that can be well related to a usual Cpop music. The drums during the prelude is a trademark of a true Mandarin song- injecting traditional music in a pop song which makes it Asian in flavor.

Zhoumi's solo track, Distant Embrace is a ballad which features the singer's sweet and lengthy vocal range. Surely, this song would wholeheartedly penetrate a listener's heart.

As a whole, contrary to the group's previous releases, this is an album worth listening to in its entirety without having to select only few good songs.Its a generic pop music infused with Mandarin punch through some strings and percussions which reminds a listener that despite of its Kpop vibe, it should be taken as part of the Cpop industry.

Super Junior M’s Break Down album is like listening to a good SJ (KOR) album. Nice tracks,no trash music. BEST SUPER JUNIOR ALBUM so far. 

Rating: 5/5.